I think it's all easier to shut myself out and be depressed and just let it consume me. He's 75the only family I have left. I get disrespected by the police that constantly comes to my house, by my so called wife, my mother. I was hospitalized for 2 weeks due to a stress induced heart attack myself. I just want to say this. Regarding collaborations: If several authors are posting a series of stories that are directly connected, each story in the series must be posted 24 hours apart.
When in doubt, see the fine folks over at for advice. So horrible, when no one in my family respects my choices and don't understand me. Your family may be going down a tough love approach with you what with you being a man of high places man in the past now they see you down and not motivated that's got to be hard on them too so they may think if we say you can't or you'll never hell Buck his ideas up to prove us wrong you know how reverse psychology works right? I couldn't hear much, the whole world was going quiet and I could feel myself almost lifting from myself. If you need someone to talk to right now, call the National Suicide Prevention Lifeline at 1. Three 3 : Your private life will be raked over by the police who will go through your wallet, your phone and your computer looking for someone to blame for your death. Oh, that was getting me written up.
They were yelling at me, not talking to me, hurting me with words when I told them that I don't want to be a nurse. I had one other friend, and he pretty much just uses me, so I'm done bothering with him. Every day may be hard; but it makes me stronger every day. Hi Ashley20, I'm very much the same. I just want this pain to end. A long course of suffering and adversity or 3. When I came back, I found that someone had smeared glue all over the lock to my front door.
Take it easy for a while if you like, travel visit places that will give u inspiration when u do pursue your creative dreams , or even better volunteer. Almost like an online friend I suppose? Also you can get out of that hole. I try my best to look for things to be happy about but I can't even take care of my kids, or put gas in my car. Acknowledge that you feel suicidal, but make yourself do something to improve your living situation. I have carved my thinnest emotions. Find something you enjoy and do it. Time for you to take care of yourself instead of feel bad.
Depression is a serious case and I suggest you see immediate help from a professional. I tried to talk to my grand mother about this problem, but she just didn't listen to me. Another conversational book with practical help for suicidal persons. I believe she would be upset that you feel this way and would want you to forgive yourself too. The ceiling window is too high up.
But from where I am right now I really need to. So the pain builds up. And this is after I jumped off one of the highest skyscrapers in the world. There are shelves with some tools on one wall, but otherwise the room is empty and the only door is welded shut. And to push me to my very limit he keeps his hands clean.
Everyday I feel so disgusting and worthless that I just want to disappear. You're no different to anyone in that matter. So why are you still putting up with it? Ha Ha Ha Ha Ha, No son. Its hard to believe that when you don't actually know anyone personally who does. Whatever it is that has brought you to this place my friend, I want you to know that I truly believe you have the strength to get through it… and to come out the other side with greater strength, wisdom and compassion than ever before. Obviously I don't know you enough to truly know what's going on with you, but I'd at least suggest getting some sort of professional help.
Although it is imperative that you get some sort of professional help, you cannot be with professionals 24 hours a day 7 days a week. Please visit the and leave your story Have feedback? These are the sensors of emotions. A few minutes later, I got nauseous and passed out. My parent older were no help. I just spent the last couple minutes reading these comments. Infact i was expecting to end up killing myself in allyway.